I’ve been catching myself shifting through content again. Maybe I’m working through something in my head. I guess I’m just trying to figure out how to solve the problems at work.
My switch is calling and I have super punch out downloaded. I’m trying to beat the last circuit.
Peace.
The last day I took off was for a root canal last year. That was fun.
I’ve worked for 10 years now in the business and I don’t ever recall an employer ever encouraging me to take time off. They never will encourage you to take the time if they feel it’s a detriment to the business but as a human, as a creative, as a parent. We all need a day.
Funny as that is… I have to do my taxes and what better day to do it than on my day off with no kids screaming. Can you believe that? Filing taxes is getting me excited. Talk about a dad moment.
It’s good to know when you’ve done what you could.
Somewhere between the children screaming, my son running around trying to get attention, my wife telling me to do the dishes… I exist.
Methods of madness and habitual intent.
The kids went to bed about 10 minutes. I’m tired. I could say deeply tired, but I don’t want to. Mentally, I’m drained because I have to perform at work every day. Work can feel like a sprint, and just because I don’t complain doesn’t mean I am okay with that.
Long term, I’m doing what’s best for the family. I’m hoping in the next 3 months I can get some sun back and go on walks again. Seeing friends would be good too. My focus has gone from outward in and my desires from must-haves to have-nots.
I just did 25 push ups before I hopped into a 140 degree sauna. Hope I don’t have a heart attack. I’ve been working through how people single handed my enjoy complicating situations. I’m not sure if it’s an inmate human desire to complicate things or if it stems from fear of the unknown. George Carson once said “Direct Honest Communication” was gone. People don’t die anymore they “passed away” Disabled people were “cripples’ and words were at the time sharper than a spear. My interpretation of a time I was not apart of.
Sweats coming. I’d like some tea.
One of the most basic needs of every newborn on this planet is milk. There’s nothing quite like feeding an infant. It’s funny watching them go to town and then be “milk drunk” 😴👶🏽.
I made good friends with a Belarusian developer several years ago, and he introduced me to the sauna lifestyle, a hot room to sit and warm up in. Something popular in his home country, so he built one in the United States. I only went once to the sauna with him and his friends, but that was enough for me to decide to purchase one. For my health sake at least… or so I tell myself. I still remember waking up from the best sleep of my life.
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